I used to live alone before I knew you
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second_bananaIt's on sale!. And I still can't freaking afford it. Well, I could. But that means no Christmas presents and even less money to spend for food on my January trip. Fuck.
Money is very *very* tight right now and will be until... ummm... 2011? Actually some things should lighten up come February. But Christmas is going to be small this year. I feel really bad about that because so many people have been so good to me this year and really deserve a small country in return for what they've put up with since last Christmas.
I found a place to buy chia pets online. I think some body's getting one as a present just because of how freaking awesome they are.
I may post later about Thanksgiving and nerd courtship, but it's back to the grindstone for now.
BASICS:
1. Spell your first name backwards: Nasus
2. Story behind your name: Both my parents liked the name. My mother thought it sounded smart and refined. Intelligent and womanly.
3. Where do you live: Ina hobbit hole of a dorm in McMinnville.
DESCRIBE YOUR:
4. Wallet: Black clutch purse really so I can carry it alone or toss it into my tote bag without loosing it.
5. Toothbrush: Oral-B something. It's blue.
6. Jewelery worn daily: AIDs awareness bracelet and watch.
7. Pillow cover right now: Burgundy!
8. Sunglasses: Lost. Like every other pair owned by an Oregonian ever.
9. Favorite shirt: hmmm... probably my super comfy purple hooded thing.
10. Cologne/Perfume: Really don't go for it. I have one that was a promotional scent for Phantom of the Opera (pre-movie) that I love but save. And one called Kiss of Monaco I got in France. Never wear them.
11. CD in stereo right now: ummmm... Pink by Areosmith.
12. Piercings: Just the ears. I'd look odd with any other facial and I like my other bits too much to puncture them.
13. What you are wearing now: Purple hooded thing and blue fuzzy PJ pants. (Aren't you proud of me? I can actually answer this question without scandal!)
14. Wishing: That I could go visit a friend.
15. Wanting: To go back to July and fix some things.
16. After this: Homework. More homework.
17. If you could get away with it and murder anyone: I wouldn't. I really don't feel like that is a decision I am capable of making.
18. Person you wish you could see right now: My grandmother. Everyone says she would be proud of me.
19. Some of your favorite movies: LotR, Better than Sex, Casablanca, MacBeth (RSC production).
20. Something you're NOT looking forward to in the coming week: The mountain of homework.
21. The last thing you ate: Symphony chocolate. Good sweet lord that was what I needed.
22. Something you are deathly afraid of: Loosing everyone around me.
23. Do you like candles: YES!!! Fire and wax and colors and scents!
24. Do you like incense: Yes, but roommate Dawn is pretty picky about scents do I don't burn any.
25. Do you like the taste of blood: Yup
26. Do you believe in love: Yes. Love is everything. Romantic love isn't, but love as a whole is.
26. Do you believe in soul mates: Yes. Many of them.
27. Do you believe in love at First sight: Attraction at first sight. But it is possible to fall in love very quickly.
28. Do you believe in Heaven: Yes.
29. Do you believe in God: Yes. But not as an old man wagging his finger at us from the sky.
30. What do you want done with your body when you die: First choice? Wrap me in a blanket and toss me in the ground country style. Second choice is cremation. Please please please don't pump me full of chemicals to preserve me.
31. If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be: A Great Pyrenees. Or a mutt. Although I would love a bunny.
32. What is the longest you've ever stayed up: 50ish hours. Never again.
33. Can you eat with chopsticks: Not well.
34. What are some of your favorite candies: Anything sweet that I can suck on for a while.
35. What's something that you wish people would understand about you: I am not weak. I am strong and take care of myself. But things are easier if I am told what to do.
36. What's something you wish you could understand better about life: Why people fail to see that they are loved.
37. Who is someone that you really wish was still around: My Grandma minus the alcohol. Bess Muller.
RELATIONSHIPS:
38. Who are your best friends? Jenny, John, Cara.
39. Do you have a boyfriend: No.
40. Longest relationship: It all depends on when you say it started. Let's just go with my mother and say 21 years.
41. How many people have you kissed: I'm kind of a kiss whore. I really have no idea since I've had to kiss people for shows, acting class scenes, etc.
42. Are you shy around your crush: Not shy. But things are weird now.
43. Still have feelings for anyone you've been in a past relationship with: Feelings? All sorts.
44. Do you know what it feels like to be in love: Yes. I believe so.
45. Would you sacrifice your favorite possession for your best friends: In a heartbeat.
FASHION STUFF:
46. Where is your favorite place to shop: Powells Books. Goodwill. Overstock.com
47. Have any tattoos: Nope.
48. What is your favorite thing to wear: Nothing with the heater turned on. Yay nudity!
49. What is a must have accessory: Something personal?
50. How much is the most you've ever spent on a single item: Ummm... I have no idea. But I really really really want this. And it's on sale. And not something I can ask for for Christmas. Damn it!
51. Who is the least fashionable person you know: Probably me.
52. What is the worst thing you've ever thought looked good: No idea.
53. How many pairs of shoes do you own: 8? I don't know. Some of them are costume shoes. And I didn't count the taps ot jazz dance shoes from musicals.
54. What is the worst trend you see today: Today? I don't know, but last years calf high Uggs with mini skirts just broke my soul.
RANDOM:
1. Do you do drugs: Nope.
2. What kind of shampoo do you use: Tom's of Main.
4. What are you listening to right now: Rufus Wainright's Hallelujah.
5. Favorite cereal: Free and full of sugar.
6. Where do you want to get married: Near the people I love.
7. How many buddies are online right now: Couldn't tell you, I'm not.
8. What would you change about yourself: I would be more physically fit. I'm fine with the way I look, I just wish I was in better shape so I could do more stuff.
9. What are essentials in your life: Love, family, something to read, PHYSICAL CONTACT.
10. Do you send out holiday cards each year: Nope.
CURRENT:
1. Hair: Same dark brown down past my collar bones, parted on the side because I used to want to look like Jessica Rabbit. (I failed by the way.)
2. Make-up: None right now. Usually? Cover-up for the sleep deprivation and mascara.
3. music: Anything and everything.
4. mood: Lonely. Withdrawn. Missing people who aren't here. Trying to stay optimistic about passing classes.
~Susan
Money is very *very* tight right now and will be until... ummm... 2011? Actually some things should lighten up come February. But Christmas is going to be small this year. I feel really bad about that because so many people have been so good to me this year and really deserve a small country in return for what they've put up with since last Christmas.
I found a place to buy chia pets online. I think some body's getting one as a present just because of how freaking awesome they are.
I may post later about Thanksgiving and nerd courtship, but it's back to the grindstone for now.
BASICS:
1. Spell your first name backwards: Nasus
2. Story behind your name: Both my parents liked the name. My mother thought it sounded smart and refined. Intelligent and womanly.
3. Where do you live: Ina hobbit hole of a dorm in McMinnville.
DESCRIBE YOUR:
4. Wallet: Black clutch purse really so I can carry it alone or toss it into my tote bag without loosing it.
5. Toothbrush: Oral-B something. It's blue.
6. Jewelery worn daily: AIDs awareness bracelet and watch.
7. Pillow cover right now: Burgundy!
8. Sunglasses: Lost. Like every other pair owned by an Oregonian ever.
9. Favorite shirt: hmmm... probably my super comfy purple hooded thing.
10. Cologne/Perfume: Really don't go for it. I have one that was a promotional scent for Phantom of the Opera (pre-movie) that I love but save. And one called Kiss of Monaco I got in France. Never wear them.
11. CD in stereo right now: ummmm... Pink by Areosmith.
12. Piercings: Just the ears. I'd look odd with any other facial and I like my other bits too much to puncture them.
13. What you are wearing now: Purple hooded thing and blue fuzzy PJ pants. (Aren't you proud of me? I can actually answer this question without scandal!)
14. Wishing: That I could go visit a friend.
15. Wanting: To go back to July and fix some things.
16. After this: Homework. More homework.
17. If you could get away with it and murder anyone: I wouldn't. I really don't feel like that is a decision I am capable of making.
18. Person you wish you could see right now: My grandmother. Everyone says she would be proud of me.
19. Some of your favorite movies: LotR, Better than Sex, Casablanca, MacBeth (RSC production).
20. Something you're NOT looking forward to in the coming week: The mountain of homework.
21. The last thing you ate: Symphony chocolate. Good sweet lord that was what I needed.
22. Something you are deathly afraid of: Loosing everyone around me.
23. Do you like candles: YES!!! Fire and wax and colors and scents!
24. Do you like incense: Yes, but roommate Dawn is pretty picky about scents do I don't burn any.
25. Do you like the taste of blood: Yup
26. Do you believe in love: Yes. Love is everything. Romantic love isn't, but love as a whole is.
26. Do you believe in soul mates: Yes. Many of them.
27. Do you believe in love at First sight: Attraction at first sight. But it is possible to fall in love very quickly.
28. Do you believe in Heaven: Yes.
29. Do you believe in God: Yes. But not as an old man wagging his finger at us from the sky.
30. What do you want done with your body when you die: First choice? Wrap me in a blanket and toss me in the ground country style. Second choice is cremation. Please please please don't pump me full of chemicals to preserve me.
31. If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be: A Great Pyrenees. Or a mutt. Although I would love a bunny.
32. What is the longest you've ever stayed up: 50ish hours. Never again.
33. Can you eat with chopsticks: Not well.
34. What are some of your favorite candies: Anything sweet that I can suck on for a while.
35. What's something that you wish people would understand about you: I am not weak. I am strong and take care of myself. But things are easier if I am told what to do.
36. What's something you wish you could understand better about life: Why people fail to see that they are loved.
37. Who is someone that you really wish was still around: My Grandma minus the alcohol. Bess Muller.
RELATIONSHIPS:
38. Who are your best friends? Jenny, John, Cara.
39. Do you have a boyfriend: No.
40. Longest relationship: It all depends on when you say it started. Let's just go with my mother and say 21 years.
41. How many people have you kissed: I'm kind of a kiss whore. I really have no idea since I've had to kiss people for shows, acting class scenes, etc.
42. Are you shy around your crush: Not shy. But things are weird now.
43. Still have feelings for anyone you've been in a past relationship with: Feelings? All sorts.
44. Do you know what it feels like to be in love: Yes. I believe so.
45. Would you sacrifice your favorite possession for your best friends: In a heartbeat.
FASHION STUFF:
46. Where is your favorite place to shop: Powells Books. Goodwill. Overstock.com
47. Have any tattoos: Nope.
48. What is your favorite thing to wear: Nothing with the heater turned on. Yay nudity!
49. What is a must have accessory: Something personal?
50. How much is the most you've ever spent on a single item: Ummm... I have no idea. But I really really really want this. And it's on sale. And not something I can ask for for Christmas. Damn it!
51. Who is the least fashionable person you know: Probably me.
52. What is the worst thing you've ever thought looked good: No idea.
53. How many pairs of shoes do you own: 8? I don't know. Some of them are costume shoes. And I didn't count the taps ot jazz dance shoes from musicals.
54. What is the worst trend you see today: Today? I don't know, but last years calf high Uggs with mini skirts just broke my soul.
RANDOM:
1. Do you do drugs: Nope.
2. What kind of shampoo do you use: Tom's of Main.
4. What are you listening to right now: Rufus Wainright's Hallelujah.
5. Favorite cereal: Free and full of sugar.
6. Where do you want to get married: Near the people I love.
7. How many buddies are online right now: Couldn't tell you, I'm not.
8. What would you change about yourself: I would be more physically fit. I'm fine with the way I look, I just wish I was in better shape so I could do more stuff.
9. What are essentials in your life: Love, family, something to read, PHYSICAL CONTACT.
10. Do you send out holiday cards each year: Nope.
CURRENT:
1. Hair: Same dark brown down past my collar bones, parted on the side because I used to want to look like Jessica Rabbit. (I failed by the way.)
2. Make-up: None right now. Usually? Cover-up for the sleep deprivation and mascara.
3. music: Anything and everything.
4. mood: Lonely. Withdrawn. Missing people who aren't here. Trying to stay optimistic about passing classes.
~Susan